I love LA...Psych I love ARIZONA!!

ARIZONA SUNSET

Over my fall break -which was only a week...yeah lame.- I stowe

d away to my cabin -located in Strawberry Arizona- I caught a ride with Micah )older sister( and a few other seniors. They stayed at the cabin and my grandparents came and picked me up and took me to Mesa. I got to see all of my cousins, aunts uncles, and grandparents. and I had a great time. I flew for the first time by myself Scary, ha ha , in all honesty I was fine, tons of nice people helped me out. I am so so so grateful for all of my family, I love them so

much, I hope I get to go back soon.

Pictures from thee trip.

My Aunt Jessica and I

My cousin Merik dressed as Peter Pan

(I will add more pic's in later...It is super late and I'm le tired)

Pigs.

Sorry for being MIA for quite some time. School is the villain here, I'm just a victim. Any ways I was thinking today that when pigs fly, A lot of crap is gonna go down, you know?

Fact of the day!

Did you know your eyes dilate when you look at the person you like? I should start wearing sunglasses.

WANTED: Boyfriend

And with a girl as sweet as you,
There's not much else I can do,
But fall for you.
-Never Shout Never
^I want a certain boy to tell me this ^

I want a boy, to tell me how pretty I am, and how amazing I am. I know it sound selfish, but thats the way I feel. I am jealous of girls who can get any guy they want. one of my biggest pet peeves is when a girl will talk about how amazing a guy is, they 'fall in love' and once they have the boy they drop them. GAH! makes me mad.

I hate loving somebody that is unaware of my feelings, but I cannot tell him, I already know the type of person he is ( mostly) and he would not look at me the same way ever again! I at least wanna be his friend. I send secret signals, but a guy would never pick up on them. :( curses!

I Love you, I wished you loved me too. But Like I have said before, What are the odds?

<3hahahahahahahahahahahahaha<3>

^It means something, i'm not crazy^. Not yet anyways.

Funny ( wait till the 'cat fight')

Everybody needs to watch this, and then go and watch the rest of their videos. love these girls! haha.

Train Wrecks & Cat Fights from The Girls With Glasses on Vimeo.

Pity Party!

Ugh I have no clue why but right now I am in a sad state, idk why, but I am trying to find more of myself, and i really just suck. Post secret makes me sorta glad I'm not the only one feeling the way I do. You guessed it here are some post secrets!

A look into who I am

Okay Dokay, I am a sophomore in high school ( yeah i know eew high school.Or eew Sophomore.) and we have a class were we start off with a free write session, and right now we are at 16 minutes of straight on writing not being aloud to pick up your pencil, so I wrote this and read it to the whole class, and now I want to release it onto the internet, so maybe I could inspire somebody. Here is what I wrote:

I feel as if I am slightly talented, those around me complement me on my singing, my art work,my writing, or my day to day comedy acts. However I find myself pushing those talents and complements aside. Why do I chose to downplay what I have? and instead I try and reach after things that I don't have but others do. I was talking today in math with my group about being smart, and you know how teachers always say' you're smart you just don't know it'? they say that to ALL kids, generally speaking I believe that there are stupid people in the world. I am constantly compared (based on smarts) to my sisters, but what if it's true? what if I am just a blip in my mom and dad's gene pool. Not to bash on myself but I may have great Ideas but because I can not form them into words they remain inside me, non-existent to the world, therefore leaving me UN-brilliant. I think that if I want to go far in life I have to stick to what I know, Religion and Family, because what are the odds that one day the world, or really even just the U.S. would accept ME for my talents? What are the odds that I could be singing on stage in front of thousands or that millions around the world are reading MY book or bidding on MY art? What are the odds that I could die known? The odds have always been against me anyways. I want to die and have more than my immediate friends and family know about the greatness that was in me, it was just clouded by my looks, my religion, my family, my my school, my dumb outer shell. I believe I can do great things I just can't take action, therefore it is non-existent and so there is no greatness at all. All and all were just another brick in the wall. Right? I don't see myself as a conceited person but it is a goal of mine that before I die that I am known, Known for who I am and what I can do.

Thanks for reading you guys!

Oh No!

I have not posted in a while, alrighty just as a warning I may be taking down some posts, I have a feeling that people may be viewing my blog soon and because people do not really read it I have said a lot of really personal things, that I do not really want everyone to see, I may or may not leave them up, but if some are missing, just letting you know why.

So my brain will be a little less of an open book. Sorry.