Im a creeper / an average teen age girl ( never thought I would say that)

Well I'm going to tell y'all something embarrassing! oooooooh! anyways so I have a major crush on this kid from my school, It is weired cause I never have had a crush this bad :( and well, Sometimes I find myself like looking at him, yeah I know creeeepeeeeer! Anywho here are some random things that only I would get but so what?

Next time I see him I'm just gonna punch myself in the face for looking at him.

"I'm like the king of awkward" oh gosh I'm like the queen of awkward!!

Now that I have found someone, I'm feeling more alone, than I ever have before

-Brick- Ben Folds Five

The thing that sucks is that, he is way outta my league, and he likes somebody else, :( It totally sucks because every time I see him my heart totally melts, and I have to catch my breath a little, I hate myself for liking him but I can't help it. :( any suggestions for getting over him?