The times I feel beautiful, are the times where I almost tell you.

I still like this guy! and it kills me, all of my self conscious issues have exploded, and affect everything I do, even schoolwork! can you believe it? The way I dress, act, everything is all for him and it kills me because he does NOT know. I have decided that the only way I will ever get over him is if I tell him I like him. I am going to tell him in the spring. It is decided. I sung a solo, the song made me think about HIM.... curses. But I sung in front of my whole high school, after words I heard a rumor about how he said I was an Amazing singer, So I was so happy, because little does he know it was for him. Then I talked to him about it one on one and I do not believe I could get any happier then that moment, he said I was " an amazing phenomenal singer, You gave me chills" he said. When I think about it I have a little heart attack. The video link is below.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=455316672090

Jib Jab

Jib jab is a great sight and everyone should go an visit it. I took a picture of my sister as a baby and put it in with a picture of Kanye west. You like it?

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School Is Stressful

I hate to say that I am struggling, School gets me down, and I hate it because I am A happy person, but school Sucks the happiness out of me. I am less motivated to do my work, mostly because I am focused on bringing out my talents, and becoming a better me, but leaving academics out of the equation. All I can say for now is that I am going to try harder.