The times I feel beautiful, are the times where I almost tell you.

I still like this guy! and it kills me, all of my self conscious issues have exploded, and affect everything I do, even schoolwork! can you believe it? The way I dress, act, everything is all for him and it kills me because he does NOT know. I have decided that the only way I will ever get over him is if I tell him I like him. I am going to tell him in the spring. It is decided. I sung a solo, the song made me think about HIM.... curses. But I sung in front of my whole high school, after words I heard a rumor about how he said I was an Amazing singer, So I was so happy, because little does he know it was for him. Then I talked to him about it one on one and I do not believe I could get any happier then that moment, he said I was " an amazing phenomenal singer, You gave me chills" he said. When I think about it I have a little heart attack. The video link is below.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=455316672090