M.I.A

For who ever is listening, no I am not dead, I just forget things sometimes. Anyways. Life is, bleheehehe, but I will survive. I have disowned my little sister for the time being at least, I will keep you posted on whether or not she will ever be my sister again. Well anyways here is a video for your enjoyment:

The times I feel beautiful, are the times where I almost tell you.

I still like this guy! and it kills me, all of my self conscious issues have exploded, and affect everything I do, even schoolwork! can you believe it? The way I dress, act, everything is all for him and it kills me because he does NOT know. I have decided that the only way I will ever get over him is if I tell him I like him. I am going to tell him in the spring. It is decided. I sung a solo, the song made me think about HIM.... curses. But I sung in front of my whole high school, after words I heard a rumor about how he said I was an Amazing singer, So I was so happy, because little does he know it was for him. Then I talked to him about it one on one and I do not believe I could get any happier then that moment, he said I was " an amazing phenomenal singer, You gave me chills" he said. When I think about it I have a little heart attack. The video link is below.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=455316672090

Jib Jab

Jib jab is a great sight and everyone should go an visit it. I took a picture of my sister as a baby and put it in with a picture of Kanye west. You like it?

Personalize funny videos and birthday eCards at JibJab!

School Is Stressful

I hate to say that I am struggling, School gets me down, and I hate it because I am A happy person, but school Sucks the happiness out of me. I am less motivated to do my work, mostly because I am focused on bringing out my talents, and becoming a better me, but leaving academics out of the equation. All I can say for now is that I am going to try harder.

I love LA...Psych I love ARIZONA!!

ARIZONA SUNSET

Over my fall break -which was only a week...yeah lame.- I stowe

d away to my cabin -located in Strawberry Arizona- I caught a ride with Micah )older sister( and a few other seniors. They stayed at the cabin and my grandparents came and picked me up and took me to Mesa. I got to see all of my cousins, aunts uncles, and grandparents. and I had a great time. I flew for the first time by myself Scary, ha ha , in all honesty I was fine, tons of nice people helped me out. I am so so so grateful for all of my family, I love them so

much, I hope I get to go back soon.

Pictures from thee trip.

My Aunt Jessica and I

My cousin Merik dressed as Peter Pan

(I will add more pic's in later...It is super late and I'm le tired)

Pigs.

Sorry for being MIA for quite some time. School is the villain here, I'm just a victim. Any ways I was thinking today that when pigs fly, A lot of crap is gonna go down, you know?

Fact of the day!

Did you know your eyes dilate when you look at the person you like? I should start wearing sunglasses.

WANTED: Boyfriend

And with a girl as sweet as you,
There's not much else I can do,
But fall for you.
-Never Shout Never
^I want a certain boy to tell me this ^

I want a boy, to tell me how pretty I am, and how amazing I am. I know it sound selfish, but thats the way I feel. I am jealous of girls who can get any guy they want. one of my biggest pet peeves is when a girl will talk about how amazing a guy is, they 'fall in love' and once they have the boy they drop them. GAH! makes me mad.

I hate loving somebody that is unaware of my feelings, but I cannot tell him, I already know the type of person he is ( mostly) and he would not look at me the same way ever again! I at least wanna be his friend. I send secret signals, but a guy would never pick up on them. :( curses!

I Love you, I wished you loved me too. But Like I have said before, What are the odds?

<3hahahahahahahahahahahahaha<3>

^It means something, i'm not crazy^. Not yet anyways.

Funny ( wait till the 'cat fight')

Everybody needs to watch this, and then go and watch the rest of their videos. love these girls! haha.

Train Wrecks & Cat Fights from The Girls With Glasses on Vimeo.

Pity Party!

Ugh I have no clue why but right now I am in a sad state, idk why, but I am trying to find more of myself, and i really just suck. Post secret makes me sorta glad I'm not the only one feeling the way I do. You guessed it here are some post secrets!

A look into who I am

Okay Dokay, I am a sophomore in high school ( yeah i know eew high school.Or eew Sophomore.) and we have a class were we start off with a free write session, and right now we are at 16 minutes of straight on writing not being aloud to pick up your pencil, so I wrote this and read it to the whole class, and now I want to release it onto the internet, so maybe I could inspire somebody. Here is what I wrote:

I feel as if I am slightly talented, those around me complement me on my singing, my art work,my writing, or my day to day comedy acts. However I find myself pushing those talents and complements aside. Why do I chose to downplay what I have? and instead I try and reach after things that I don't have but others do. I was talking today in math with my group about being smart, and you know how teachers always say' you're smart you just don't know it'? they say that to ALL kids, generally speaking I believe that there are stupid people in the world. I am constantly compared (based on smarts) to my sisters, but what if it's true? what if I am just a blip in my mom and dad's gene pool. Not to bash on myself but I may have great Ideas but because I can not form them into words they remain inside me, non-existent to the world, therefore leaving me UN-brilliant. I think that if I want to go far in life I have to stick to what I know, Religion and Family, because what are the odds that one day the world, or really even just the U.S. would accept ME for my talents? What are the odds that I could be singing on stage in front of thousands or that millions around the world are reading MY book or bidding on MY art? What are the odds that I could die known? The odds have always been against me anyways. I want to die and have more than my immediate friends and family know about the greatness that was in me, it was just clouded by my looks, my religion, my family, my my school, my dumb outer shell. I believe I can do great things I just can't take action, therefore it is non-existent and so there is no greatness at all. All and all were just another brick in the wall. Right? I don't see myself as a conceited person but it is a goal of mine that before I die that I am known, Known for who I am and what I can do.

Thanks for reading you guys!

Oh No!

I have not posted in a while, alrighty just as a warning I may be taking down some posts, I have a feeling that people may be viewing my blog soon and because people do not really read it I have said a lot of really personal things, that I do not really want everyone to see, I may or may not leave them up, but if some are missing, just letting you know why.

So my brain will be a little less of an open book. Sorry.

Glee

Life is super boring. I have a solo tomorrow in my Glee club, I am thinking of singing Zombie by the Cranberries, I will let yall know how it goes.

Life is boring.

Sooooo, yeah, life is boring. Here is a list of random events or feelings:

School work piling up

Book Writing

I got a solo in my glee club!

I'm hopelessly in love with a guy that is way outta my league

Dynamite

Music Helps me cope

Sleep deprivation

Dearblankpleaseblank.com

Pursuit of happiness

Summer nights

I be hatin on the slutz in my class :P

Friends

Enemy's

Scared

Worried

I'll be good

9/11 nightmares

Family

would love to lay in bed for two days.

Lost

hopeful.

Art

Laughter

It may not make sense, some of you may get it, some may not these are just random feelings.

Wear sunscreen!

Beautiful beautiful speech.

Hunger games!!!

Katniss the girl who was on fire!

and Peeta the boy who bakes bread bread!
Yes I finally read the hunger games, Love them, I have yet to read the last book, Mocking Jay but don't worry I'm getting to it! So her is a wee little tribute to the hunger games! :)

Katniss theme song:

(sorry for the swear words! Her theme song is basically just the chorus!)

Peeta Theme song:



Gale theme song:



Rues Lullaby:

What?!

Okay I found these pictures and I think they are hilarious, I saw them and was like, "uuuuh... wait Srrsly!?" I had to post them:

Second picture coming soon!

Im a creeper / an average teen age girl ( never thought I would say that)

Well I'm going to tell y'all something embarrassing! oooooooh! anyways so I have a major crush on this kid from my school, It is weired cause I never have had a crush this bad :( and well, Sometimes I find myself like looking at him, yeah I know creeeepeeeeer! Anywho here are some random things that only I would get but so what?

Next time I see him I'm just gonna punch myself in the face for looking at him.

"I'm like the king of awkward" oh gosh I'm like the queen of awkward!!

Now that I have found someone, I'm feeling more alone, than I ever have before

-Brick- Ben Folds Five

The thing that sucks is that, he is way outta my league, and he likes somebody else, :( It totally sucks because every time I see him my heart totally melts, and I have to catch my breath a little, I hate myself for liking him but I can't help it. :( any suggestions for getting over him?

Awkward!!

I did it! I posted a you tube video of my singing, warning I learned this song today, I am still a little sick from my backpacking trip, and this song is originally sung by a man, with a super deep voice, soooooo Enjoy!

Kylie the author

I'm writing a book, yeah lame what ever, Im going to try, and I will give it to a publishing company

to see if they like how I write, um yeah So far the book is called The Fields and The main character Is Abigail Maverick and her Friend Rowan Porter, Its a post-apocalyptic story, so yeah I'll keep you guys posted on it and all that. See ya soon <3>

P.S.

im still In school ,and i'm still sorta hating it anywho peace out!

Kids Names And songs

When I grow up I want A son named Jude and a daughter named Grace so I can sing these songs to them:

Jude:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJCkFmkOLWg&feature=fvst

Grace:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7dcOK7G1o5o&feature=related

Wouldn't

that be adorable!?

Back Packing Again!?

Wow I have not posted sense like the hackin 16th, and i'm going out of town soooo, just to let you know the first week of school was boring, just learning er'bodys names and such, but now the second week of school is gonna be worse because i'm hiking up a stupid mountain!! >:( with all that I need for a week on my back again I say... >:( whatever for some reason I really don't want to do it but I feel oddly calm about it, maybe it has not quite set in :P

Okay I'll let you know how it goes ttyl <3 Kylie

p.s. I think the world is secretly out to get me, and that backpacking trips will keep popping up in my life, randomly until I love backpacking as if it were my own child, GRRRR I hate life lessons!!

First day o' school

School time :'(

Anywhoooooo,this means that my posts will be more spaced out I know I have not posted anyways but I figure it does not matter much because nobody reads my blog anyways so, yeah.......

have a good one folks!

P.S.

I really really really hate school

Ready for Christmas

Not because of gifts but for the spirit of it, honestly today i found a video on youtube, and it put me in the Christmas spirit in AUGUST! I mean geez Halloween has not even hit yet I'm a mess! Darn you Celtic Woman!

The CRAZY things people can do!

The things that people can do!!


Cool Huh?
P.S.
KIDS DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME!!
I do not own this video nor do I have any rights over it

A cool Story

So this was a story somebody told me it sounds cheesy at first but it's cool.:

An old Cherokee was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, "A battle is raging inside me ... it is a terrible fight between two wolves. One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego. The other stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith."

The old man fixed the children with a firm stare. "This same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person, too."

They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?"

The old Cherokee replied: "The one you feed."

WHAT! BD UPDATE!!

Yes it is true we have to wait a year for the first half but summit excites everyone by saying,

" never fear the second half will be out in 6 months" so of course 6 months for any twi-hard will kill them half to death and then some. But then summit has to pull the rug from under our feet! the come back saying,

"okay okay it's still the same the second half of the

twilight saga breaking dawn will be released

6 months(mumbles-->) ::times two:: after the first half which will come out in a year sooooooo yeah be cool" Cha they will release the second half of BD a month before the world is going to 'end' well we can at least die happy don't believe me? read it and weep( I did, on the inside D':.....click the link below)

http://perezhilton.com/2010-08-03-release-date-set-for-final-twilight-film

I DO NOT OWN THIS ARTICLE IT IS PEREZ HILTON'S NOT MINE

Dane Cook

Just joined twitter :P/ Hollywood's run out of Ideas

Twitter seems like a a website created by stalkers just to make there job easier.

Any ways like to mess with your mind? well you know the songs California Gurls by Katy Perry and the song Tik Tok by Ke$ha well they are both great songs but living evidence that hollywood songwriters officially have nothing else to write, listen to this (if it is to annoying listen to the songs one at a time and compare):

Sorry for the weired picture I did not make the video.

Terrified

Terrified of what you ask Myself! Or at least of my subconscious, last night I had a really scary ZOMBIE dream, yeah yeah sure sure I know zombies are the farthest thing from real but it had me freaking out allllll day, so yes Zombie world domination has been added to my list of irrational fears.

Kylie's List of irrational fears (summarized)

Zombie world domination

Tape Worms

Being Shot

Drowning

Peeping Toms

EVERYONE Hating Me

Being Bitten by a Dog or a Horse

Etcetera Etcetera trust me the list goes on and on

Some of these may seem pretty normal but because of my background and how I was raised these are pretty unlikely.

FF5!! My two favorites...(I think)

Family Force 5 Videos :) enjoy

And the second one

I know its for new moon but its cool

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQ-QIIYSK3M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHXcNVfRhf0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2RtaEQMkoz0

Welcome Mr. Charles Bingley!

The Goodwin family have recently adopted a new baby bunny! we have named him Mr. Charles Bingley and are calling him Charlie for short. Here are some pictures of him :) (sorry for some of them being low quality)

Twilight :)

People who need to be discovered and given record deals ASAP

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UdOR5rw6IPU&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/user/greyson97#p/u/5/-AwoiGR6c8M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmlhIFWlSYI&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fozJZNVMbtA&feature=related

Srssly watch them, these kids need to be noticed!

here are some more links :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UtyRACr79iM&feature=channel

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjeLDXmeoW0&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iknbDcEGIwQ&feature=channel

trust me more are to come haha!

Okay so I'm going to start posting Youtube videos that I enjoy or that I find funny, instead of posting them to facebook, so here it one:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yMKcWqdG674

Okay so yes I have seen eclipse! And I loved it my favorite still is New Moon but I really did love it I suggest everybody goes and sees it , I cannot wait till it is released on DVD! anyways as promised my favorite actors list (again in no particular order):

Peter Facinelli

Robert Pattinson

Jackson Rathbone

Kellan Lutz

Taylor Lautner

Kiowa Gordon

John Heder

Kirby Heyborne

Robert Downey Jr

Hugh Jackman

Billy Burke

Obsessed

Yes I am obsessed with the twilight saga, books and movies,my obsession flares at the time of a release of a book or movie, i do not have twilight memorabilia all over my room but a watch New Moon at least 3 times a week AT LEAST, my favorite actresses ( not in any particular order) consists of all the twilight vamps, but I DO NOT CARE if i am obsessed as long as it makes me happy. ( see below my favorite actresses, favorite actors coming soon!)

Amanda Seyfried
Kirsten Bell
Kristen Stewart
Dakota Fanning
Ashley Greene
Niki Reed
Elizabeth Reaser

Chris Carabba

I have decided that i think the guy from Dashboard Confessional(Chris Carraba) is super cute, i could not find super great pictures of him though so here is one but watch this video ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j82FBbgpUy4 ) too and you will agree:

I never get on my blog, but i have decided (again) i'm going to try to write at least once a month any ways, one of my biggest fears is failure, but i have temporarily overcome that fear because i have successfully passed my freshman year of high school and now i am a sophomore! yay one of my other fears is losing one of my toes, and not one in specific just a toe in general weired right? ha will i never did nor will i ever commit to being normal, till next time -kylie :)

For school we are buliding theese trebuchets, and they are actrually fun to build, we built them out of paperclips. i got paired with people that did not do much so this is the project that i am(not selfishly) taking all the credit for: